the first law of thermodynamics speaks: energy cannot be created nor destroyed hypothetically, there must be some type of energy created between two people though this winter has lasted a few years, natural vagabonds are asunder, seeking warmth for years, we were condemned to search for that other half of us to keep us alive we want someone who will grab our shoulders at the edge of a steep cliff we want someone who will appreciate the small things, like drinking tea together if our atoms bisect and travel alone someday, i want to know i felt that fear of love that loss is the kindest of suicides, it empties the entrails which scatters through the walls and the ribcage grows a garden of dead plants and a unlimited drought occurs god knows when the clock will stop ticking in my chest and my soul goes west