HE HURT ME IS ALL I CAN REALLY SAY,

HURT ME TO MY VERY CORE WITH HIS MISCONDUCT LYING WAYS AND ACTIONS,

WHICH SPOKE TO ME SO CLEARLY,

I'M LOOSING OUT ON A FATHER TO MY UNBORN CHILD

BUT I SMILE BECAUSE OF THE GIFT HE LEFT
YET WONT SEE,

WITHOUT HIM I'LL STRUGGLE FOR A WHILE

BUT WITH HIM I'D OF DROWNED.

LIFELINE MY *** HE WAS  POSE TO BE

MY KING MY ULTIMATE EVERYTHING.

NOW THROUGH THE ASHES BURNT

BY HIS LIES IM LEFT A BABY AND HE'S ROLLING OUT,

GONE WITH THE WIND

LIKE AIR

I BREATHE HIM IN DEEP AND NOW I'M ALONE ONCE MORE WITH HIS SEED INSIDE OF ME AND JUST TO THINK IT ALL

STARTED WHEN HE PRETENDED TO BE NOTHING LIKE HE CLAIMED HE'D BE OR EVER WAS....

NOTHING MEANS ANYTHING.

SOMEHOW THOU I FELL FOR IT AND FOR HIM TOO

SO HARD SO LONG AND NOW ITS ALL GONE EXCEPT OUR BABY'S GOING TO BE BORN OUT OF LIES!

I'D CRY BUT HE STOLE MY TEARS AWAY TOO!

(I'd go through he in back with him & for him but reality is he wouldn't for me so i have to leave him alone.  sweet lil lair)

ALWAYS ME AYESHAH