Sometimes I feel I need someone to surround me
to cancel out the darkness inside
having nowhere to hide
but always constantly running

Watching my toes have nothing beneath them
watching the rocks fall down below
knowing I have nowhere to go
I could just fall... down...

I never expected this to be easy
but having so many conflicting thoughts
with the plague of emotion they brought
make me sick and I wanna call it quits

Finding out just how extremely
I wish to bleed
curling into a tight ball
screaming silently until the sweat beads

No way to get through this
No way to succeed
No way to get enough speed
to keep moving endlessly

With everything the universe has to offer
seemingly against me
I can't keep doing this
fully realizing that with those vibrations
ultimately sending my path to a self fulfilling apocalypse.
But at this point... I give zero *****.
Let Me Go.