How could I be so stupid?

To think those day long smiles were caused by me,
How everyday I was the one person you wanted to see,
How that sparkle in your eyes was the effect of my personality
How could i be so blind? To not see the lies
The lies that I've been telling my self all these times,
About how I believed I even had a chance with you,
But when I think about it, you never really said you loved me too.
My brain just canceled out the part when you said "I loved her ever since and I believe it's true"