i want to swim in your psyche and drown in your soul. knee-deep, toes like raisins, head below the surface, tumbling onto shore with every crashing thought. i'll scuba dive through your every flaw and take souvenirs in memory to remind myself i love each drop of water you think scars you. i can hear your ocean in your heartbeat and when you tell stories no one knows. and your sea slips through your eyes sometimes; saltwater sadness. i want to touch the very bottom floor, ten-thousand leagues under your heart, where your humanity rests and cries and loves. let me sing and swim, let me in, for i am so thirsty for that salty clear blue abyss you grow into everyday. i will willingly ride out each wave until your tides subside and you are calm, flat lagoon with moonlight right on top. i want to plunge into your persona and submerge myself in your mind, breathing in the sweetest water my lungs and ocean have ever known.