Wanna live , Wanna D!E >>

The smell of roses seems to fade,
And every Street starts to Narrate...
The story of Love, of promises, of Pain.
But, everything annoys my stupid brain.
The Good Day passed: When the sound of waves overjoyed my face,
When the Shimmering was ready to be chased.

Now all I feel are the burdens carried by my -- HEART ❤️
Which were sealed and buried from this world ✨ APART ✨
Crying and Shouting became a daily routine of mine;
Panic attacks and Anxiety 7-to-9.
Don't know why I wanna Rot ALONE 🎶
To let the Anxiety swallow Me Whole ⚫.

You can see Me swimming with a bright smile line
YET, I am drowning with a dark face of mine.
Feeling anxious, dizzy is a way to create a scene according to some...
But forgetting the weary steps they say this --- Random SUM...
But, I didn't know that----
My Burden can be someone's strength,
And maybe I should use a Friend 🫂.

Coming to the END
There are many tunes going in my Mind 🌸
And they all 'accidentally' start with a big Fat WHYY !!
But, one of them comes out of Rage OR comes out of Grieve.
So, with a dark deep voice the speaker said--
"Should I live or Should I leave"
------------ xoxo------
By meee----Thanxx🤍