I remember how you would caress my hair from behind me
Hiding my face in the pillows because the windows were open
But I can't remember how much you loved me
Yes I remember you loved to touch me
And yes I remember the ecstasy
The way you would kiss my stomach just above it with a flick of your tongue my guard was gone
But I can't recall you ever loving me...
The lust in your eyes I mistook
Whenever you got that that glassy look
When I would look up from the Book
We were no longer humans
Animals running on instinct
And to think
I mistook it for love
So young and dumb
So young and naive to believe I believed
I thought you loved me...
But now I know you clouded my judgement
With sweet seduction
Your lips like suction cups
Taking my breath away
Making me believe that it was worth the stay
I was never worth the wait...
I remember the look you got
And how you taught me new things
I'd dreamed of for my husband
But I can't remember
I can't for the life of me
Remember you ever loving me