would it be sad to say that i thought about jumping in front of a train today  
yet the thought of me leaving you here makes me hesitate and step back
how thrilling it is to stand on that yellow painted line
how it teases me with the possibility of reincarnation
the fast moving air passes me by , and takes my hair along with it in a smooth motion
tisk tisk .. the voice in my head whispers
the train doors open and i plop myself in
i had the chance
why didn't i just jump ..

- ts