how long to live through the next thought to have a brief encounter with time an impossible time of intolerable anguish where embarking upon a sentence is a violent wrench from perceived notions of reality, one that causes nerves to flay upon my body with weal's of words where vatic poetry is wrought in trembling rages spilling, dripping upon the traumatised parchment that is my pages in de-congealing interrelated drops of image that crack the pavements in a visual vibrancy of taut creative tension where these words keep their own company and speak in interrogative tongues causing a fragmentation of earthquake fissures to radiate across my mind in a cataclysm of universal poison that quiets and dissolves stability and asks, no demands of me, what can you see?