i was 5 years old, when my tiny hands had no parents to hold
i was 7 years old, when my childish soul shattered in thousand of pieces
i was 10 years old, when my world was collapsing
i was 12 years old, when i found my shattered soul laying in unreachable places
i was 15 years old, when my life had lost its last value
i was 17 years old, when i realized, that i barely had the opportunity to be a child
i was 20 years old, when i tried to get the parental care from everyone except from those who had the obligation to do that, in the unhealthiest ways
i am 23 years old, healing from the things i never can get blamed for but i still have to manage
i am 23 years old, carrying a shattered children’s sould, trying to bring all pieces together
i am 23 years old and i‘m the best version of myself after surviving the worst version of myself
i am 23 years old and i‘ll never get a chance for a delightful and warming childhood
i am 23 years old and i never had parents and i‘ll never have