Joyless laughter The kind that stems From quiet cruelty And unnoticed pain
Heat, Wretched heat, Like a wool blanket over your head. Suffocating. Jammed corridors. Endlessly, endlessly moving Swarming Crying Calling Screaming
They won't look in each others' eyes. Recognition They fear the recognition Someone might know, if they look in their eyes, The fear Pain Guilt Loss Despair Snakes, all of them, Every one. They might strike Strike at weakness. -STRIKE BACK- But don't let them know.
They fear the intimacy of human contact. So they pretend. They don't smile Or greet They look at the wall Down the hall At anything Anything that cannot see them Cannot recognize. No recognition.
And they go on shuffling swarming screaming Singled and Isolated. One purpose. Fearing human love, Love which is so confused in listlessness. And we go on Despising all that we are.