My life is a black void.
A shadow that
keeps  chasing and kicking me down.  
I can't escape.
I am paralysed.
I am wearing a frown.

I am stuck in my one place.
I am frozen in that time and space
I can't feel
anything but absolute pain.
Living this hell every day. My happiness is fading away  and going through what feels like death.
I hope there is a white light to guide me the right way.