there are dimensions of time sometimes entered not always of ones own volition a sort of hyper reality where the world becomes a darkness with red lit shadows Itβs as if time slows down so it can be experienced frame by frame as if the consciousness has become separated from the being it is the slow decent into something unknown of which, at this stage it is unknown if the author will be able to or even wants to find the way back for there is a welcome in this wasteland that makes melancholy love of unknown pleasures where all looks are concentrated fixed yet constantly absent and on looking skilfully it can be figured out what terrible riddles have been created in the head those who know when and how it is those who sail in memories who are terrorized by the imagination and who get angry with God ask a question a simple question which is always the same as is the answer an answer that resembles the rise and fall of cryptic waves that ebb and flow scorching a shore of silent sorrows lapping ferociously at the arc of a whirlpool within the mind whose decreasing concentric circles **** one down into an eternity of terrible beauty