Silence befalls;filling the space The hollow shell of my brain Sinks in the emptiness greiving at this case Thousands possibilities popping ;concluding this narrow void Tis' endless thinking makes me paranoid In neverthness they fall ;leaving me alone This space leaves me numb this pain makes me groan I pry alot on what ive lived But Never does it ever leaves me out of guilt The shame kills me inside shattering me to peices Grinding the bones and making me engraved It ***** my soul, my blood, my woes Then again Silence creeps in craving my echoes Those which i cried ,Those which i screamed When shame creeps in provoking me to dream, The nightmares that haunt me untill the night befalls, The cave of regret devours me whole Mirroring my past ,the betrayals that stole The peace of My heart , The peace of My Mind , Dies and Desmise in those pits that hold The Griefs and Despairs of my wrenched soul But that is when Fear takes hold Draining me into the past i told The Demons of Hate ,The rage they mold Into something That hits me more The memories i buried deep in that core Core of my Heart where the chamber lies Chamber of my soul where truths dont lie But madness and agony that opened the door Door of Silence Whose only key i hold Which becomes my saviour and my little hope Which keeps me from sulking the shame that i bore I see the pain hidden behind the eyes Those Griefs and Deceptions which hallucinate my perceptions But somehow i manage climbing uphill The feiry hill which holds the fairy moonlit orb The strength ,the resilience will guide me through the door Guiding this long lost from these paths within the stars The stars who drew these constellations Leading me straight to the realm of moon The moon that shines bright right above the dunes The dunes of my life ,The dunes of my woones _tsuki no ume~ to me
She wrote it for me… thanks her… and bless her Since starting on my poet journey… she had been her to support and give her insight on what she sees in the poetry!