i want to love you
and be yours

but i know i cant and we wouldn't,
which makes my whole world spin.

i cant live without you.
i sit in my bed and just think about everything that
you said,
did,
touched,
loved me.
it hurts to know that you lied about it all.

it hurts to see that you've already moved on,
which doesnt make anything better anymore.

now i just sit here, dreaming about you
and waiting for you to be here for me.
but i know you never will