Dear Reader let me paint a mental picture portrait
Of the girl I met at seventeen I could not forget
The deepest, sweetest brown hair and eyes
Hiding her eyes behind her hair when she smiled
She would dance her problems away
She would talk to me and love me in a way
I was never loved before the way she kissed
When you looked at her you would have never guessed
She could be such a ***** girl
Now thinking of it, I shouldn't have entered her world
She had such perfect creamy skin
I could never believe she would let me in

Dear First Love, I need to let you know
I'm so very sorry for the way things had to go
When we first met
I would've never guessed
You'd be the one I'd give everything to
I never wanted to take your innocence
And no matter what I deny, I did
I wonder if you could ever love me again
Or forgive me for my sins
The pain and heartache I brought
Were not as worth it as I thought
Remember that blanket I bought
The only reminder of me you've got
You said you hated the way you look
You thought you were ugly fat and mean
I used to write you books
Saying you were the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen
You hated your heritage
Your ex made fun of you for it
I thought it was beautiful
I loved you more for it
It doesn't matter now anything I say
You Moved on and so did I, maybe that's the way
It's supposed to be but I just want you to know
I'll always love you no matter where you go
One more thing I must say today:
I'm sorry that I took your innocence away