I will stare at the back of your head.
I could sit here and stare at the back of your head forever.
You're so beautiful, angelic even.
Maybe you don't see it, maybe no one sees it.
                                                             ­                                                                 ­      But I do.

I'm not good enough for you.
And I know you understand that.
Everyone understands that.
I mean, just look at me.
I'm broken, I'm nothing.
And you.. you're an angel.

I just want to know... need to know...
what it's like.
What it's like to be that close to heaven.
You're the only way I could get there.
The only way I want to get there.

Your kiss, your touch, your gaze.
You are my heaven.
I just want to experience you.

I know,
                I just know that you don't ****.
I'd bet everything that you love.
I just want to know what it's like.
Just one time.
Just once, let me *** with heaven.
                                                         ­                                               Just once.

It's all I ask.
I want you, I need you.
So badly.
I need to scream. I need to cry.
I need you.

                                                           ­                                                                 ­                  Don't make me beg.