I carried love like a wound. I never let it heal, hoping the scar would remind me of you.
i water it with compassion, even though it hurts, i let it bloom inside of heart, letting it grow as a disease, A rose with painful thorns, hands that bleeds.
I dont want to let it go, play all those memories in repeat, it was never nice, and our love was never meant to be.
But because i couldn't let go, it spreaded inside, my very own disease.