When the positivity-giver isn’t so positive themselves. When the light they hand out doesn’t reach their own shadow.
Belief in self-worth— they say it’s your shell. But I haven’t found the pearl that fits my shape.
Still liquid—I form myself to every room, shape my smile to fit their forecast. These tears? Not weakness. Just soil erosion.
Washing away what held me— leaving me bare, unready for tomorrow’s weight. Like the trampled flower— I’m not phased. I remember the feet that pressed me into the same ground I bloomed from.
I haven’t forgotten all those soles that stepped on my feat.