mum's well intended tough upbringing ended in a two sided razor sharp sword i am independent, intelligent, and successful that same achievements cause me no shortage of frenemies and a severe debilitating starvation for true friendship and love men wont touch me with a 10 foot poll both sexes make me out to be weird beyond the point of recognising there reflexion in me imprisoned in a life i wanted, successful with a incurable case of loneliness, i'm drowning out with food and bad poetry this is my roaring twenties, hooray cant wait for the next 80 years going senile will be a blessing no longer haunted by pain and unreached potential