A mother
An idol
One for everyone

Why don't I have one
She's the reason
I was born
but
that's it
You don't love me
Have you the smallest idea
what I do to myself?
No you don't
You're the reason I do it
But you don't even know
Some mother
you are
The lies
The pain
The agony you cause me
yet you don't know

You pick your friends
Not your family
Why was I
Stuck with you?
Did I do something
To deserve this?
Well I am paying for it

You tell me I ****
I'm not worth it
just leave

Maybe those words hurt
But you
you wouldn't know

You may be my parental Figure
but you will never
ever
be my mom