Alone in my room and nothing to do.
Feelings bottled up i got no clue.
Does he really love me? Does he care?
Where?
Never calls, never falls.
Am i being too much?
I just wanna be loved as much.
Reassurance doesn’t feel right u say.
Is that because im not your bae?
Im not the one having ur attention, ur just in another dimension.
Forgetting about me.
U just wanna be free.
From me.
I lay here thinking when he wanna spend time with me, but what i really dont see is that he let me be.
Behind the shade.
I fade.
Into the void.
Ur just annoyed while im overjoyed.
This mask cant hold much longer
I cant be stronger.