I disgust myself
I am filthy in the head
I wish that I was dead
I'm hurting
I am disgusting and revolting
I hate my skin
My guts
My mind
I hate my thoughts
How they rewind
I wish I could turn red then purple then blue
Or red then white and charcoal
Maybe even stain one half of a tub red
I wish I could forgive
Don't forgive me
I am disgusting
I am revolting
I am everything wrong with our head