I get my words like I get my dreams.. Alone by myself in a world that seems.. Black and magical.. Floating on a cloud. My heart is screaming save me but no one here's a sound. They come to me like music throughout the air. My heart screams save me.. But oh world you do not care. Why don't you care? You made what I've become. Alone and drunk.. Musical heart with no beat. Hear it's music.. It's silent it's asleep. To many times I have longed to see your face.. To many times my heart has beat it's final race. For your emotions. Your love. Your final partner. Id die for you my love.. Ad be loves deathly martyr. But am not required. This Position has been filled. The beat of my heart asleep so slowly becomes just still. You've killed me.. Although I still but breath.. I better hide away.. To the shadows I take my leave. For in the shadows you still but find a lonely friend.. Black creature of death that stalks my lonesome end. but a creature you do but slowly start a love.. A creator a being that sends you feelings.. Words plucked from above. Does god but smile or god but sin.. Gave me a life.. But gave me love a lonesome thing. You've gave me a love.. That no one dare but share.. This heart of love you gave a man.. But Cupid you are not there.