alone again
breathing freely
thinking deeply
not so distracted
not so overwhelmed
dreaming again

more vivid
less rigid since I met him
glad I met him
glad he's gone

never could sleep in the same bed
didn't want to talk after we ******
didn't want another mouth to feed

another void to fill
another moment spilling my heart out
when all I wanted was to get my brains ****** out
wasn't really sure what I needed until I got something that I didn't
still not completely sure
but I know what I don't want
and that's a good place to start