Is it jovial ....
Is it ......
My life
I'm sure a
Point of view
Would undo these  unreal entanglements
My mind falsely ties me into
Laying here in strife and procrastinating
Wishing to find the little triggers
Which trip me down
And
Badger my brain with
Unmerited ratsbane
My obligations askew
Overburdened
Under duress
My fault I guess
Stressed .....
Ist it just me
Not a clue
Diazepam....
Yes please
Overdue .....
Yes please


Better make it two .........


Please and thank you ........


Souls bruised
I get confused in
Correlating rights and responsibilities
Because my insecurities
Undermine my esteem
And even though I know
I go into selflessness
Believing this should be surely a path.... to clemency
No ....
Only closer to mercy .......
Not quite ...
Sitting still silently
Still not moving .
Guilt pilling upon me
Going to get up and be superman again
Hero ......
Yup thatll be me ....
One of these days .
Yup yup
One of these days