You just cast judgement
a side glance
ensuring my body was still there

but you never checked....
just left
as if the silence and coldness
is the punishment I deserve

only when I finally felt better
and started asking
did you realize the damage I had
"I'm sorry I didn't know"

you never asked
just judged and pushed me aside
so I wont lean on you when I need it
so I will be completely
utterly
alone