I always dreamed Of dying in a special way. People worried, Mother guilty for what she did, The awkward school assembly about a dead student. Someone trying to stop me from ending it all.
Yet now i sit in my room, Reading the texts from earlier, The pretty lies, saying it's "just a break". A break i won't come back from.
i told a few people that were somewhat close to me that i'll have to take a break due to my mental health getting really bad again. honestly, it's starting to look more like a goodbye, i'm sorry.