my vines will grow and cover it all

im 17
and i am at the edge of an undefined unrest

i still don't know what i want in life

i want to become something...... i think?

or i want to completely be nothing,,, run somewhere far away
maybe?

or walk into belligerent traffic

maybe i just want to create

but anything i touch is only reserved for me

my existence is a place where only i can access it

my love so small it spills only within the crevices of the earth
and only there --i can be found

i don't know anything in this world but this moment

i don't know anything but what i feel inside right now

and right now i am unknowable!