RELINQUISH Holy water Protection from me Everlasting sunlight A coat of armor Thee afterlife A place of peace Safe from harm When the dust Finally settles Emerging From the carnage My mind Is a complex machine And may never go Completely quiet But one day I shall flourish Without you in complete control I will no longer be The fuel on your fire A match you can just pick up A constant victim Your prisoner no longer Enough already It’s been long enough Scaling back Turning the channel Your yesterday’s news You will no longer Wrap your arms around Me like chains I couldn’t Break free from I’m putting my sword Down I don’t wanna Fight you another day Here’s to a bittersweet farewell Goodbye my enemy Forever so long I’m surrendering To a different idea point of view I’m relinquishing your Very existence Dropping the same ole sad songs And preparing For my moment of solstice Along with A multitude of comforting peaceful Moments Deafening blues and gray skies No longer relevant I can finally hear clearly See my light at the end of the tunnel