The fear evaporated and I became articulate and apparently very very funny. The fortitude and resilience of youth made me invincible. I drank and became drunk,disintegrated, psychiatric help I could not practice abstinence. Reading self-help books from Freud to Jung. The relationship with alcohol will always be there waiting to ****** me. The relationship with alcohol became insidious, terrifying until I walked onto Flight A.A. and found some help.
AA, NA, CA, SA, **** even AAA. I am a straight a student.