I am not a smoker I tell myself As the cigarette hits my lips As I light the end As I fill my lungs I'm not a smoker Maybe I'll light up When I'm out with friends When I drink too much When I'm stressed When life's hard When I want to die When I crave one But I wouldn't call myself a smoker The word smoker Sounds immoral. Negative connotations of A raspy voice, ****** lungs, Malodorous clothes, Cancer. That's not me. Right? It can't be, because I am not a smoker