lately i have been yearning for all that is old and to help with that i wear my thrifted sweater it has no tags and has been worn (by someone) down (by someone) maybe it has been taken off (by a lover) i think about how maybe it was softer then i think about careers i could never have now i think about radio stations that could ever be convenient i think about writing for movies for poetry magazines now to work for my own enjoyment i think about not being reliant on something that does everything and nothing for the earth to keep spinning cycling around the sun is all it has to do i think about my red sweater softer on someone else who was an artist and did not feel so threatened?