your name is more than a name to me. it’s a pulse, a reflex, a sound that lives in my chest more than my mouth. i hear it and feel, not just you, but everything we ever were: the late night texts, the saxophones, the way you once said my name like it was music. your name is the word i think of when people ask what love feels like. it’s the ache behind songs, the catch in my breath when someone else says sean. sean. s e a n. they don’t know what it means to me.