In silence I recall my name I look down at my feet and grass With hope not to fail This crossroad I must pass Where illusion and confusion reign I look up in paleness The rope my cross and nails I used to be alive Unburdened by the grave I was one of the ocean's sails Wind caressed my skin Sunlight filled my eyes So careless I used to be Now I'm trying to control Going against the flow The wind rages against me Trying to save my soul It must be one of fate's ironies They say I have to die to myself To rise and be reborn In death I lose myself And then my sorrow ends