Hope i'm healing fine

For the longest time I lived with pressure inside my abdomen and bloody, heavy cycles. But I was regular. Always on time. No problem right? Oh no problems until I'm bleeding in between cycles Feeling absolutely intensely insane about everything in my life Go to the doctor and what do they find 2 fibroids. 7 cm and 9 cm. Just living inside of me. And my doctor was surprised that I wasn't experiencing more discomfort. I was used to it. I got them removed. How good for me. And I'm just waiting and waiting. Monitoring my cycles. I cried at the dentist not because my gums bled But because I had gone back to back again with my periods. Is everything healing fine? Will I be able to have my own kids? Do I even want to have my own kids? Jesus Christ. I used to think I never did.

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