I won’t eat your food.
I’ll tell you that I’m not hungry
I’ll eat mine when you can’t see me.
I’ll look happy, all the time.
You’ll wonder what happened to me
How can I be so **** cheery
And funny.
I’ll be so much fun.
When you ask me if I’m ok
I will give you my brightest eyes
And tell you that I’m fine.
You’ll wonder how
My messed up life
Has suddenly turned perfect.
I’ll be your best listener.
I’ll smile and nod when you share your thoughts
You’ll wonder what you did to deserve
Such a good friend
I will read it in your eyes.
I’ll be sweet.
I’ll be adorable.
I’ll pour large spoons of honey on you.
I’ll always do what you ask me to do.
I’ll cast my light on your path
I’ll share my wisdom
I’ll give you small treats
I’ll treasure you
I’ll be warm.
If you offer me something
I’ll gently refuse it.
If you offer to help me
I’ll say I’m doing fine.
I won’t spend much time in the house
You’ll assume I've become more sociable.
You won’t question any of this.
You’ll fully enjoy it.
And this is what I want.
Because you have stabbed me
While I was looking away
You have drowned me in the bath tub
Quietly chopped my body
To make it fit the trash bag
And you expect me to be just fine.

(There is no leak in your floor
You see, I've chosen not to destroy you
So I sewed my pieces back together
Hid the stitches under black fabric
But I could do nothing about the water:
I keep sinking on the inside
And it shows)