I just think I needed
you to know.
-
There's so many deleted
words.
I'm so
certain,
but then
there comes
uncertainity.
-
I feel disgust,
it's gross-
I mean in the
definition of
that
I just feel too
much of anything.
-
It's surpising
how little
I feel I know
based on how
much I say.
-
I look at old
pictures and
reminisce
how much
I could have
been there for
you.
-
I just think I needed
you to know.
-
I just wanted to
show what will
come around for
you, not be what
you were missing.
-
I wrote so much
into your fantasies
because I just
wanted to be a
good thing for you,
whether you read
or not.
-
I just think you needed
me to know.
-
Just a notion
that you still thought
of me, prayed
for my safety,
or my soul,
or whatever.
-
I cared for you
all these years.
And I think you
cared for me the
same.
It was our way
for being there
for eachother.

I just think I needed
you to know.