I want to like surprises
But my mind has let me down too many times

Do I imagine the best
In the name of positivity?
Or settle for pessimism
For the sake of reality?

Because right now I'm trying
Trying to tightrope the line
And instead of finding balance
I'm shaking with fear of losing what's mine

So while id love for the world to prove me wrong
Id rather just know where I stand