its me again
this feels good
to say everything
i want to say

its not like
teary vent
like i did
years ago
fresh
from the scars
of your words
and actions
abusing me

i was always
afraid
to say that word
abuse
i was always afraid
afraid of you

i imagine
touching
your average looking face
feeling
happy
sad
angry
no
those arent the words

words cant describe how i feel.

its a bit..
disgusting
the things you make me feel

i just
want to talk to you
want to meet you
to see you

maybe
i should
abandon my account
like you abandoned yours.

disappear
into nothing