I used to ignite you
You felt me at every turn you made
Every itch, (stretch of every scratch)
Every whisper
Elbow to elbow
You kept on pushing, maybe shoving
Until you pushed me further than close
Thats how you now feel
Im not yet gone , (thats how its real)
At arms length, still armstrong
Headstrong  not heartfelt
To feel me you have to reach out,
And speak out ( thoughts of emotions)
Hearing your silence,
Yearning your actions
I never thought i would be watching your palms albeit  holding them
I hold  the thought of them,
And how they made me feel
Yes i still do feel ( even  untouched)
Now you imagine in your engine,
That you have pushed me to start a new life   ( without you in the drivers seat)