All heartbreak is a bit pretentious it irks, and facilitates distance from it's objects of devotion it is effort tripled because you're starting to loose grip on the fact that effort was more once or twice
It's all part of a set up and I'm doing a terrible job at being sane around it.
Sanity is much more obituary it keeps it's own nails clean and denies any form of truth. Stereotypical sanity anyway