the pause in his lips gives her opportunity to place her own point of view on the cold still air pencil in her mindset before he can resume she glosses over the facts and rushes headlong into the tantrum but it is cooled by the time passed and she can no longer sustain it bland face and dulled kiss its shouting in her heart has ceased now woven into the fabric of their relationship she must live with it rearing its head from time to time its ugly features a sinister mocking of her feelings and that brings tears she doesn't want to cry that's too girly she comforts herself once more wrapped in his arms and with the concepts of her plans wedding careerer children future he stands with his arms round her nuzzling form and stares out the window into the depths of the world but sees only the inevitable approaching the certainty of its arrival is not cloaked to him as it is to her without even thinking he calculates the meanings and gauges the cost he only winces inwardly at her murmurings of reassurance better that this beast of romance has departed with the tides better that the arguments tear this summer fling apart than face the barren fruitless seed