i feel lost like i'm in a big forest and there is no light no map to guide me to show me where to go no one there to console me or help me to get to my destination is there even a destination? even when i'm lying in my bed i feel like i'm running my mind is running i feel lost even when i don't have anything to do i want to fly away away from all of this all of this thought all of those feelings i want to stop feeling feeling this