I am null lost in chaos
chaos of motions and emotions
I am chaos lost in null
null in absence of idea and will
I am lost in between chaos and null
I have befriended nonsense
sense doesn't make me good boy anymore
I was good at maths
I wasnt good with words
I am not me anymore
I am a small area without dimension
I was happy with what I got
I don't have me anymore
I am sorry to myself
I want to blame everyone for me being me
for me not being me
I want to cry and swim in pool of my tears
I want to roll down the hill and hit my head
I was a tree
I was a baby
I was a something
I am just nullness of chaos
I am me and I can't be me.......