After years of emptiness and pain
I gained wisdom, but I also grew insane
I found myself more lost than I've ever been
So I added battle scars to my skin
It numbed the emotions in my soul
Yet even that started taking a toll
Now I look into the mirror
Wishing I could see life clearer
Knowing that I'm unable
Maybe I should put that knife back on the table
Maybe I should
If I could you know I would