Lost, gone, away forever. I don't know why I'm so angry. It's not as if you could have known better. I miss you so much, more every day. I never knew you, but I feel such pain. I wish I had known you, I wish you were here. Nothing would matter, at least something would be clear. You were perfect to me, even when I wasn't sure. You didn't deserve this. You were so pure. I miss you so much, more every day. It doesn't get easier. Time doesn't heal pain.