i miss you
and i hope you're doing good
but we can't talk
or speak because you left
i wish you would stop coming back
and then leaving again

because you're breaking my heart
and i dont think i cant take this
anymore

and the one thing i hate is that
no matter how much i try and hate you
and try to move on from you
i cant because i still love you

i love how your hair smells like the ocean
and how your lips curl up on one side when you smile
i love everything about, but i know
i should hate every
*******
part of
you.