i felt it i felt it i was so close to peace walking in the grass talking to the geese i loose it i loose it now thoughts come back running rush from the sky they impede with a humming shove my fingers in my ears make it stop make it stop i don't want to die i don't want to rot emotions all over overflowing and suppressed i envy the simple hate the brain thatβs obsessed
~ progress lost and i am the only one to blame (obsessive thoughts **** and cause me such pain)