I've learned that happiness cannot be found in the form of a little purple capsule. I've learned that Pisa will have to wait until next time. I've learned that the third mushroom held in my sweaty palm was not as big a deal compared to the other two opening my mind. I've learned that a part of me died that night where we ****** in a room with no furniture. I've learned that life is work and that the molotov cocktail of Dubrah and eay mac that came spewing from me left an orange tang upon the floor. I've learned that pain is better than numbness and that jabbing a sewing needle repeatedly in my arm was an educated decision. Most importantly I've learned that together we are better than alone.